Monday, July 2, 2007

Simultaneously Unfolding

In his light there is light...
His way is peace, grace, favor.
His way is a smooth ride, sometimes on a bumpy road.
But he has knows the turns, each shortcut, and every major intersections, passageways and exit.

With his lead, there is refuge.

I recall my state of mind last Thursday evening after hanging out with my father, and today-four days later after what i'd like to consdier praying my way through, his light is shining down upon me.

I see what Pastor Clark means, now that I have experienced it in my realm, what it means to seek God on a higher, more intimate level. I see what it means to yield and let go, to let God handle the situiation, the outcome, the results, is still beyond my imagination. But I now know what it means.

Would I have ever imagined myself feeling this elated? The answer is I'm not sure. I know that on last Thursday night the pressure was so heavy in my chest that I thought, for a split second that my heart was going to fail...to stop beating. Aching, I began to cry out to God

To be continued....

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