Monday, June 7, 2010
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Growing Pains
There are some pictures, some moments, some memories that stop the tears from flowing, and help the heart to reconcile with the precious moments, that seem to be greater that than pain of loss. This photo reminds me of that reality. It is one that captures the essence of who you were and still are in my heart. It captures your resilient spirit; your overall make up, which was rich in giving, subtle and free. Your inner strength and overall disposition inspired me to look beyond all circumstances and simply live. As you did, so can I. I love you LaRessa. I miss you something serious. Sometimes I have to pretend that I am dreaming, She's still here, I say to myself: just to cope. I miss you thinking about me in spite of your circumstance. I miss the late night calls when you discerned there was something up with me, when you reached out of your pain to the need of your sister, me. The minute you'd ask, I'd burst in tears...God always send you to my rescue, as an angel with wide wings reaching directly to my heart. I am learning day-by-day to let the physical part of you go. And as I do, the pain lessens. Your inspiration lives on LaRessa. I remember you telling me once that if your life was to be a living testimony for one soul;if you were to live as an example; your life as a model for someone else to be touched than you were satisified. That someone LaRessa is me. And this pain will not be forever. For the love and inspiration will live on for an eternity. Until we meet again. I will fear not and know that, "Love is more than simply feelings: it is an attitude that reveals itself in action." LS
Sasha
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Sunday, My Favorite Day of the Week
Sunday is my favorite day of the week. Let me tell you why. First and foremost, I get to spend time with my second family, fellow shipping. Oh, how beautiful.
to be continued.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Ask and you shall receive, huh?
"Do not ask the Lord to guide your footsteps, if you are not willing to move your feet." ~taken from First Lady Maxine Clark's email.
Okay First Lady Clark! I hear that...and am willing to move, oh Lord!
Okay First Lady Clark! I hear that...and am willing to move, oh Lord!
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Happy 30th Birthday Bena Berry
Someone out of the two of us maturing!
I remember those late nights at Bridgewater State College, whispering in our quad: you, me, oh and our roommate Julianna because Samantha had to work early; eating at wee hours of the morning, and afterwards, listening to me lecture about the importance of brushing your teeth every night before bed.
We've shared some great times together at Bridgewater--too many to capture but enough to hold dear. What stands out to me is watching you grow from the time we meet in Shea Durgin, into a beautiful woman, who now brushes her teeth--sometimes, or at least acknowledges the importance of doing so.
I love you Bena. Happy, Happy Birthday, 3oth. Wow! And blessing for so many more, productive years.
In June, God willingly, I will be joining you.
With love,
Sasha Sawn :)
I remember those late nights at Bridgewater State College, whispering in our quad: you, me, oh and our roommate Julianna because Samantha had to work early; eating at wee hours of the morning, and afterwards, listening to me lecture about the importance of brushing your teeth every night before bed.
We've shared some great times together at Bridgewater--too many to capture but enough to hold dear. What stands out to me is watching you grow from the time we meet in Shea Durgin, into a beautiful woman, who now brushes her teeth--sometimes, or at least acknowledges the importance of doing so.
I love you Bena. Happy, Happy Birthday, 3oth. Wow! And blessing for so many more, productive years.
In June, God willingly, I will be joining you.
With love,
Sasha Sawn :)
Word of the Day
I want my life to be a reflection - much like John's.
~Sasha
Taken from www.beliefnet.com
John 17:20-26
“I ask not only on behalf of these, but also on behalf of those who will believe in me through their word, that they may all be one. As you, Father, are in me and I am in you, may they also be in us, so that the world may believe that you have sent me. The glory that you have given me I have given them, so that they may be one, as we are one, I in them and you in me, that they may become completely one, so that the world may know that you have sent me and have loved them even as you have loved me. Father, I desire that those also, whom you have given me, may be with me where I am, to see my glory, which you have given me because you loved me before the foundation of the world.
“Righteous Father, the world does not know you, but I know you; and these know that you have sent me. I made your name known to them, and I will make it known, so that the love with which you have loved me may be in them, and I in them.”
~Sasha
Taken from www.beliefnet.com
John 17:20-26
“I ask not only on behalf of these, but also on behalf of those who will believe in me through their word, that they may all be one. As you, Father, are in me and I am in you, may they also be in us, so that the world may believe that you have sent me. The glory that you have given me I have given them, so that they may be one, as we are one, I in them and you in me, that they may become completely one, so that the world may know that you have sent me and have loved them even as you have loved me. Father, I desire that those also, whom you have given me, may be with me where I am, to see my glory, which you have given me because you loved me before the foundation of the world.
“Righteous Father, the world does not know you, but I know you; and these know that you have sent me. I made your name known to them, and I will make it known, so that the love with which you have loved me may be in them, and I in them.”
Sunday, February 14, 2010
A different love story
Published today on DaySpring.com Heart to Heart with Holley
http://blog.dayspring.com/2010/02/the-rest-of-your-story-28.html#comment-captcha
My love story is that of a covenant between God and my great grandmother who, accordingly to my parents, loved me very much. Though she died when I was two years old, I have felt a constant hand over my life that I could not always physically see, but was presently holding me, until I could hold the pen and begin to write on my own.
Beginning in the eighties when I lived at 29 Mission Park Drive—a place that will always be home for me. It is where I vividly recall spending eight years of my life growing and developing. When I think back to the eighties, the stories my mother enlightened me on remain clear in my mind—like the stories she shared with me regarding my birth.
I was the new shade, an addition to the family. My sister was seven; my brother was five. My brother made it clear when he stood at the end of my mother’s hospital bed with his narrow eyes squinted, pausing first, and then asking in a curious tone:
“Are you sure we have the right baby, mom?”
I guess it made sense that a five year old would wonder if, perhaps, I was accidentally separated at birth—that I could be someone else’s baby, as I was the new shade born with straight, jet-black hair, totally different from everyone else. I was often told that I resembled my grandmother, who accordingly to my mother prayed over me every chance she received. She must have prayed a special prayer of protection and comfort.
I recall countless memories of my first experiences, like learning to ride a bike, and having my kneecaps ambushed by Chris Stokes with his Cannondale triathlon bicycle. In all of these memories, I do not remember my grandmother. However her presence has never left me, especially in the times I have needed comfort; I can attest I feel her spirit with me.
I know that my first experience learning to ride a bike took place in front of 29 Mission Park Drive. The sun was out, shining bright and I was confident on my pink-and white banana boat bicycle my dad surprised me with.
That same day, I remember climbing up into the tree next to my house to pick wild cherries, a hobby my mother disliked. “You are a little lady, not a little boy,” my mother said. I knew I was just a skinny energetic girl who loved to climb trees and never thought anything of it. While climbing up the Cedar tree near my house, I would scrape skin off my kneecaps. Yet, the bleeding did not deter me. Instead it motivated me to make it to the middle where the tree trunk curled—covered in bark, almost into a seat, perfect for my petite physique.
Those were the years; the year’s innocence was prevalent. Months after my tenth birthday, my life took a turbulent turn. One unexpected storm approached after another altering and shifting what was once stability. That year, my parents separated, shattering my entire world.
Subsequently, a few months later, my mother left us for thirty days to detoxify from intoxicating substances: in recovery she called it, a phrase too big for my ten year old heart to handle. I discovered later that my mother’s courage to step out on faith reshaped her life and changed ours for the better. That year, I enrolled in middle school – was accepted to the Mo Vaughn Youth Development Program and begin to prepare for high school.
In 1996, I entered high school with vigor. The idiom that time passes quickly when you are having fun was true for me. I began writing for Voice Magazine my senior year, while preparing for college with the help of my Advanced Placement writing teacher. Our class was both exceptional and inspirational. Ninety percent of us were accepted to college.
That summer before we all departed for school, a tragedy occurred.
It was the top story on the five o’ clock news; it made the front page of both the Boston Globe and Boston Herald. It was a great story journalistically speaking: three beautiful college girls shot on their first day of school, described by one of the detectives as the bloodiest, vicious crime scenes he had ever seen. Those two girls that were murdered execution-style were my dear friends.
For me it meant devastation. My heart was shattered yet in the midst of this horrible storm – but in God I found strength, comfort and protection. Enough to pick up my belongings and take one step at a time, forward to pursue my degree. That summer I left and moved to Bridgewater Massachusetts, to attend Bridgewater State College. Writing, a gift that bestowed upon me from the most high, has ignited zeal within and created a passageway for me to continue.
My mission in life has been to continue to write, to not give up on loving and to carry a pen and pad everywhere I go to capture every moment in spite of the tears. I consider writing and the gift of expression my second love, God my first. For it has been in great times as well as the not so wonderful, that I’ve found refuge, strength and an overwhelming amount of courage to take the necessary steps forward, with pen in hand--writing one line at a time. For me the gift of writing is my love story. It is what I love to do, it is what has shaped me and assisted me to overcome. I often pray for opportunities to continue my journey as a journalist knowing according to Matthew 7:8 “For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened.”
Posted by: Sasha Link | February 14, 2010 at 04:03 PM
http://blog.dayspring.com/2010/02/the-rest-of-your-story-28.html#comment-captcha
My love story is that of a covenant between God and my great grandmother who, accordingly to my parents, loved me very much. Though she died when I was two years old, I have felt a constant hand over my life that I could not always physically see, but was presently holding me, until I could hold the pen and begin to write on my own.
Beginning in the eighties when I lived at 29 Mission Park Drive—a place that will always be home for me. It is where I vividly recall spending eight years of my life growing and developing. When I think back to the eighties, the stories my mother enlightened me on remain clear in my mind—like the stories she shared with me regarding my birth.
I was the new shade, an addition to the family. My sister was seven; my brother was five. My brother made it clear when he stood at the end of my mother’s hospital bed with his narrow eyes squinted, pausing first, and then asking in a curious tone:
“Are you sure we have the right baby, mom?”
I guess it made sense that a five year old would wonder if, perhaps, I was accidentally separated at birth—that I could be someone else’s baby, as I was the new shade born with straight, jet-black hair, totally different from everyone else. I was often told that I resembled my grandmother, who accordingly to my mother prayed over me every chance she received. She must have prayed a special prayer of protection and comfort.
I recall countless memories of my first experiences, like learning to ride a bike, and having my kneecaps ambushed by Chris Stokes with his Cannondale triathlon bicycle. In all of these memories, I do not remember my grandmother. However her presence has never left me, especially in the times I have needed comfort; I can attest I feel her spirit with me.
I know that my first experience learning to ride a bike took place in front of 29 Mission Park Drive. The sun was out, shining bright and I was confident on my pink-and white banana boat bicycle my dad surprised me with.
That same day, I remember climbing up into the tree next to my house to pick wild cherries, a hobby my mother disliked. “You are a little lady, not a little boy,” my mother said. I knew I was just a skinny energetic girl who loved to climb trees and never thought anything of it. While climbing up the Cedar tree near my house, I would scrape skin off my kneecaps. Yet, the bleeding did not deter me. Instead it motivated me to make it to the middle where the tree trunk curled—covered in bark, almost into a seat, perfect for my petite physique.
Those were the years; the year’s innocence was prevalent. Months after my tenth birthday, my life took a turbulent turn. One unexpected storm approached after another altering and shifting what was once stability. That year, my parents separated, shattering my entire world.
Subsequently, a few months later, my mother left us for thirty days to detoxify from intoxicating substances: in recovery she called it, a phrase too big for my ten year old heart to handle. I discovered later that my mother’s courage to step out on faith reshaped her life and changed ours for the better. That year, I enrolled in middle school – was accepted to the Mo Vaughn Youth Development Program and begin to prepare for high school.
In 1996, I entered high school with vigor. The idiom that time passes quickly when you are having fun was true for me. I began writing for Voice Magazine my senior year, while preparing for college with the help of my Advanced Placement writing teacher. Our class was both exceptional and inspirational. Ninety percent of us were accepted to college.
That summer before we all departed for school, a tragedy occurred.
It was the top story on the five o’ clock news; it made the front page of both the Boston Globe and Boston Herald. It was a great story journalistically speaking: three beautiful college girls shot on their first day of school, described by one of the detectives as the bloodiest, vicious crime scenes he had ever seen. Those two girls that were murdered execution-style were my dear friends.
For me it meant devastation. My heart was shattered yet in the midst of this horrible storm – but in God I found strength, comfort and protection. Enough to pick up my belongings and take one step at a time, forward to pursue my degree. That summer I left and moved to Bridgewater Massachusetts, to attend Bridgewater State College. Writing, a gift that bestowed upon me from the most high, has ignited zeal within and created a passageway for me to continue.
My mission in life has been to continue to write, to not give up on loving and to carry a pen and pad everywhere I go to capture every moment in spite of the tears. I consider writing and the gift of expression my second love, God my first. For it has been in great times as well as the not so wonderful, that I’ve found refuge, strength and an overwhelming amount of courage to take the necessary steps forward, with pen in hand--writing one line at a time. For me the gift of writing is my love story. It is what I love to do, it is what has shaped me and assisted me to overcome. I often pray for opportunities to continue my journey as a journalist knowing according to Matthew 7:8 “For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened.”
Posted by: Sasha Link | February 14, 2010 at 04:03 PM
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